bugger it all

so, i didn't make it to my class. i really tried though. i was getting ready and i was still slightly before my minute-to-dash deadline. and then . . . [dun, dun, dun] . . . i can't find my stupid keys. i'm searching and searching and the time keeps marching and marching forward. i still haven't found those stupid keys. i suppose i could have gone to class late but i really don't see that as worth all the people staring at you as you walk in and interrupt the instructor and then they all watch you try to find a seat in the packed room and you have to crawl over people to get to that seat and you feel so foolish because you try to look inconspicuous during all this and it's really the opposite of what happens and then you can't concentrate on the lecture because you're so embarrassed and seeing how i can't concentrate anyway, i did not want to add to my dilemma. (this may be an exaggeration in light of my frustration)

oh, and if you don't believe my sincerity about wanting to go to class (maybe because you read the previous post), just ask yourself this: if kyle really was planning on skipping class, wouldn't she still be sleeping in her comfy bed and dreaming of all the things she should be learning instead of sitting at her computer lamenting how she did get up because she was going to be good and go but since she missed it anyway she could still be sleeping?!