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Saturday, October 28, 2006

happy reading week!

well friends, i'm going to be in montana until the 5th! i'm sure i'll be having a lovely time with my friend eliza and i will come back with pictures!

i hope your reading week is productive, restful, fun ... whatever you need!

peace.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

i'm so excited!

maybe preemptively so...

i emailed a great mentor of mine in youth ministry and asked if she would consider having me as an intern this summer. and she said she would love to! this would be so amazing! she's probably the main reason i considered youth ministry and meant a lot to me in my own spiritual development.

but, i have to convince chester this is where i should be able to do my field ed. this summer. any time i get excited about something regarding field ed., i'm always disappointed. i have a meeting with him tomorrow and i would greatly appreciate prayers that it all goes well. thanks friends!

i almost had a heart attack

all of my itunes music was gone.

nowhere to be found.

some files were there, but most were not.

irreplaceable music.

well, at it would be an extremely expensive venture to replace.

even my computer guru wasn't sure what to do.

then, i remembered i did a norton virus scan earlier.

maybe i inadvertantly deleted files i shouldn't have.

so i tried a norton recovery option.

and it worked!

all my music is back and being lovingly listened to.

phew!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

you will NOT believe what i saw today!

gas for under $2 a gallon!! true, it was only .001 cent under but still ... seeing gas for $1.99 is truly exciting these days!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

new list of things immediately concerning my life

well, i just spent the entire day at the mechanics. i will have you all know that the huge accomplishment of being no longer in debt (besides student loans) is now null and void. the diagnosis on my car was that all four of my brake pads were completely shot. they had to be replaced as well as some other parts that i don't remember the name of now. also, my check engine light was indicating that my camrod shaft sensor is broken. i do understand now what this sensor does thanks to the patient man explaining it to me but i cannot relay to all of the nature of this device as i will muddle it all up. suffice to say that it is a little important but not a necessary repair because the crankshaft sensor is the one that really matters. if that ever goes, i'm screwed. oh, the reason this was not repaired is because it's virtually impossible to get parts for daewoo cars. and, this particular part had a crazy amount of recalls because cars were catching on fire. thankfully my car was not part of the recall. the guys at the shop amazingly got the stupid bo bice cd that was stuck in my player out. hallelujah! and they rotated my tires for free. all in all, they comped me a lot of stuff but i am still $550 poorer.

yesterday i got the estimate for the body damage to my car. almost $1000. but the insurance company shall pay for that. so, really, all i need is another $500 to repair the things that weren't caused by the collision with the guard rail and i should be all set. alas, all these car expenditures are making my vision of going to italy in march less and less viable. but i have not lost hope of that yet... i just have to be a lot more resourceful.

my friends sarah and tsetso made it to see me. and i was so glad to spend time with them, as little as it was. they drove from maine to d.c. in one shot. slept in the car, then toured the capital and drove to princeton to have dinner with me. then we got up and had breakfast with penny at p.j.'s pancake house. then we were off to new york. they were leaving for boston later that day so we decided sarah would drive to the city and i would take a train back. it was a good time. we went to the serendipity cafe and then around central park. then they had to go. i meandered through new york a bit more and then went to see avenue q. it was before i went to the show that i realized my car was not at the train station like usual when i go to new york and i would have to take a taxi to witherspoon since it was going to be fairly late when i got in. i had no idea a taxi from princeton junction to witherspoon would be $14! crazy... speaking of insanity, did i mention that after sarah and tsetso were going to boston, they were flying to puerto rico for the weekend, then driving to chicago from boston, then to minnesota and back to boston so tsetso could fly back to bulgaria by wednesday. tomorrow. i'm telling you my friends are insane in their travels. part of the reason i love them so.

i was feeling a bit stressed about work. this weekend past i spent $30 on parking just so i could work. that was not going to work out. i couldn't pay to be able to make money. luckily, my very generous owner (owner of the store, not of me) gave me a parking pass to use on the weekends and i will share the manager's pass for the weekday i work. that took a big weight off my shoulders.

i feel absolutely and utterly behind on schoolwork. although i did get to spend 5 hours reading while at the mechanics. i'm fairly nervous about the presentation i have due on friday. mostly i don't want to disappoint my group members because i know they have worked extremely hard. i think it's all going to turn out well though. i feel bad that i have missed so many classes lately. i missed all my classes on thursday so i could go to new york with my friends and i missed all my classes today so i could take care of my car. from now on, i vow to be the model student.

i'm also feeling very behind in my correspondence. i love so many people very dearly and am finding it extremely difficult to keep in touch with even a few of them adequately and i know i'm ignoring a vast majority. if you read my blog dear friends, please know that i think of you often, yearn for you much, and send love constantly.

what else. i should clean my room i suppose. but that's not a surprise really. actually, i should finish unpacking the last little things i have boxed up. really these are the things that make me happy. all of my necessities are out and the things that are still hidden away are the flourishes that really make my life happier. things like pictures of friends and family, keepsakes, knick-knacks with sentimental value and the art i need to hang.

i think that might be all that is on my mind presently. peace to you.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i'm ready for round two...

so, i had mostly a lovely time with my visiting friends. one of the girls i worked with in maine and the other girl was her friend from poland (they live in the same town). so, i finally found them at the bus station in newark. i had to borrow krista's car because my car is making awful, horrible noises and i don't feel comfortable driving it very far. so, after getting up early on saturday to clean for them, working eight hours (on my feet the whole time), driving an hour in someone else's car, paying $10 to park for 10 minutes, and having to use the bathroom like nobody's business, i found them. and there were fireworks for some reason in newark that night. and we made it back okay. and there was much sleeping.

sunday was our free day for adventure. i really wanted them to say they wanted to go to new york so we could ride the train and not use a car. but instead, they want to go to philadelphia. krista very graciously lent us her car again. *side note: my roomie is fabulous* so, we have kind of a late start but, after eating some delicious pizza at iano's, we head out to philly. as we're driving in to philly and exiting toward downtown the car starts smoking. the heat gauge is way in the red. so we pull into an empty parking lot and pop the hood to see what's wrong. well, the radiator hose was totally cracked. we didn't know what to do so i start calling around. the first suggestion was to call 911. i wasn't very fond of that. then, while i was on the phone, a passerby told my friends where a gas station was but they couldn't remember the street names he gave them. so i went to ask this guard guy who was sitting in a car in the parking lot where the nearest station was. amazingly, he had some coolant in the back of the suv that he added to our radiator. and we drive to the gas station where we find extremely unhelpful gas station attendants and a bathroom that is out of order. most service stations are closed on sunday and the only one i found in the phone book that wasn't was closing in an hour and was far away from where we were. so, after another round of phone calls, we decide to use electrical tape to close the crack in the hose and try to make it to jersey. we go to wal-mart and buy coolant, 2 gallons of water, duct tape and electrical tape. while we're in the parking lot doing our work, many people stop and try to help. these two guys ended up doing the taping. so, we're set to head out but i feel bad because we came to philadelphia and my polish friends haven't seen anything. we drive by independence hall and head out. 15 minutes on the highway and we have to pull over cause the temperature is too high. we have to retape because it's all come loose from the heat and leakage. and we add lots of fluids. i must say that we did a far superior job of taping because we didn't have to pull over again until we got to 206 in jersey. one highlight on the way was that the moon was the biggest i've ever seen in my life and orange. so pretty. so, we finally get back to the apartment. i decide to treat my friends to a movie because i feel as though i haven't been an entertaining host. we saw the illusionist and one girl liked it and the other thought it was silly.

turns out that it wasn't just the hose in krista's car but the entire radiator. so, i feel awful that i borrowed her car cause mine was being weird and then i break her car. ugh!

so, yesterday and today, they went exploring around palmer square and the university while i was in classes. we've watched movies at night. i feel that i did a less than adequate job as a hostess. i wish i could have shown them more. but they kept insisting that they liked just relaxing in my apartment and were very pleased at the use of my cell phone and computer. i took them to the train station tonight and they are off to buffalo, ny. my friend iza really made an around the country trip: from maine to montana by bus, to las vegas, the grand canyon and l.a. by bus, then flying to miami, bus to d.c. then newark and now buffalo, then nyc. crazy. kinda jealous. it was good to hang out with them but i'm glad for a night's full rest.

my friends sarah and tsetso that i know from maine as well are coming tomorrow night. i'll be very glad to see them. i hope i can show them a better time. we're going out to dinner tomorrow and then i think we'll go to nyc on thursday. or, d.c. but only if sarah drives! and then, they have to make it back to boston on thursday. i swear that my friends must love crazy, whirlwind trips.

it's so good to see people from maine. i do miss it. i mean this year didn't seem as good as last year but i know i won't go back and that makes me sad. it was funny, one night recently, i had a dream with elements from maine, college, my hometown and princeton in it. it was weird to see all the different parts of my life collide in my subconscious. it really is strange when two of your worlds meet.

okay, i should probably stop because this is a huge post that probably nobody will read. but, it has to keep my faithful readers entertained until probably friday or later because of my round two of friends visiting and then my recovery and then working for the weekend and trying to find a place that will work on my daewoo (the most inconvenient car to have when you need maintenance because it's not common so parts are hard to find and are expensive and people don't want to work on them because they're built strangely). i wouldn't hold your breath waiting for my next post. peace!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

i found my friends!

we're going to philly today. hopefully my car doesn't die or explode.

Friday, October 06, 2006

i'm a bit concerned

my friend iza (who is polish and i know from maine) just called and said that she and her friend will take a bus from d.c. to princeton tomorrow. good, i told her when she should expect me to pick her up and we hang up. while we were talking on the phone i was trying to go to the website of greyhound to see where the station was in princeton. but i guess iza had to get off the phone or didn't like talking on it (who can blame her?!) so we hung up before i got to the site. well, when i finally do get to the site, i find that there is no station in princeton. i try to call the company but the operator is extremely unhelpful and downright unpleasant. so i try to call iza back but the call can't go through. i think she used a pay phone that doesn't take incoming calls. so, i sent her a frantic email. i don't know if she'll get it. i don't know what she'll do when she goes to the bus station. i don't know where i'm supposed to pick her up. i don't have any way to contact her. i'm quite a bit concerned. i know it will all work out but i just want to know how right now. plus, i would rather not drive my car a great distance (like to philly or newark where there are greyhound terminals) because it has started making horrible noises which cause a great bit of concern in me. and to top it all off, i work tomorrow from 12:30 to 8:30 in a store that is notorious for not getting cell phone reception. ay Dios mio!!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i think i must be allergic to leaving maine

i haven't felt well since a couple days before i left. that was probably the 13th of september. 21 days. 3 weeks. i've felt like crud most of the time. sometime's it's more manageable. but the newest development was a headache that started at 9:30 on monday morning and is just now subsiding. maybe i'm allergic to something. maybe i caught some rare new virus that takes a month to get over. maybe i'm a hypochondriac. whatever it is, i'm ready for it to be done.

good news! i do have friends from maine coming to visit me! maybe this shall be my cure...